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I Am Sad a Lot of the Time

Im Way To Sad, Way To Much

By: RHCPflea
Written on February 9th, 2013
Ever since i lost my first love of my life, nothing has been what it was. For those against it, its your own opinion. But i smoke weed almost everyday, when i can't get any i cant be happy. I always thinking about the regret of letting my love escape, how my life isnt going anywhere. How if i just left, nobody would know im gone. The only thing i've found that helps is weed. But i just want to be happy when im sober, but i can't i've tried alot. I think i need to find a new girl, someone that could take the old sad memories in my mind and fill them with new exciting ones. But i am the worst guy at getting girls, i mean i can talk to them, i can make them laugh, but no girl seems to like me, and i can't figure out why.
By: RHCPflea
Age: 18-21 , Male
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  • JudgeJudyJunior
    JudgeJudyJunior

    P.S. Also, if you are addicted to weed, things probably won't get better for you until you get treatment. Weed MAKES you lose your motivation and mope and be unable to accomplish much. Best wishes.

    Feb 9
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  • JudgeJudyJunior
    JudgeJudyJunior

    I think many, many people your age feel exactly like you do. Us older ones have been through all that many times, so we have the larger perspective on it. Chances are before you settle down with The One, it will happen again, so best to understand that's the way it is- for everyone- and take it as the painful but temporary loss that it is. If she left or it didn't work out, she wasn't The One. The One is still out there. Also, young guys are often at the bottom of the pack in getting the ladies (except for the lucky few!) but that too improves greatly with age for them. Hang in there, it hurts but it's okay and it will pass and improve. One thing, girls find a guy who is out doing neat things and making his own luck and enjoying his life attractive, not one who seems too much feeling sorry for himself or dumb on weed and all that. Good luck.

    Feb 9
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