I am sad all of the time.  I fake a smile.  I don't want to get up for work in the morning, I just want to sleep.  I don't trust my boyfriend for no good reason at all.  I constantly think he is cheating on me and again, for no reason, just because I am not confident enough to think he would want to be with just me.  I cry almost everyday and anything can trigger it.  I never get angry, I only get upset.  Every time my boyfriend is quiet I think he wants to leave me.  I have no desire to see friends or family.   I sometimes wish I wouldn't wake up the next morning because it would be easier.  I feel like no one understands me or cares to understand me.  I am tired of crying.

sweetpea3333 sweetpea3333
Mar 26, 2009