I'm More Sad Than I Can Realize Myself.. It's Weird!

It's stupid how I can think I am happy and I'm feeling sad inside. I don't notice so much because I'm so used to be like this.
But people notice, some ask me what's going on with me and I get surprised like..."well, I'm ok why?"
The answer is "you look sad".
It seems like its the way I am because people after this just stay away from me. They realize it's just the way I am, I guess.

The thing is, I'm not sad due some particular reason. Perhaps I have a mindset for negative thinking, it's automatic.

I wish I was in someone's head at least for a day to experience how is to think like happy people.
CupcakesCake CupcakesCake
26-30, F
1 Response May 10, 2012

Thier is nothing wrong with your head. You are just a little depressed. Sadly thier are mnay other poeple who suffer from depression. I think you need to concentrate on teh more postivie apsects of your life. You have so much ahead of you. You have such strength inside of you. You have to belive in yourself and try to over come problems you had in the past. someitmes in teh past I would withdraw within myself. You have to begin to believe in yourself and look to the future. You need to find a friend you can talk to and trust. I am here if you need some one to talk to.. I wish you the best