Well I'm only 16 years old but for long now I've been feeling sad there's days where I just cry and cry! My family are dysfunctional we don't get along at all. I have a brother that used to abuse me when I was you little, I have parents that call me selfish and shout at me and they argue none stop. Then I have a sister that cuts herself and had an abortion when she was young and another sister that was thinking about suicide. No one understands how I feel! I just want to scream and run away! But I have no where to go! Some days I feel like cutting myself :/ I was close to killing myself when I was about 14, people say it gets better and you have so much to live for! I don't I can't cope with pain anymore )': life is a mess!