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I Am Sad and Lonely

Is Death An Option?

By: Ichoseyou
Written on July 3rd, 2012
Well I'm only 16 years old but for long now I've been feeling sad there's days where I just cry and cry! My family are dysfunctional we don't get along at all. I have a brother that used to abuse me when I was you little, I have parents that call me selfish and shout at me and they argue none stop. Then I have a sister that cuts herself and had an abortion when she was young and another sister that was thinking about suicide. No one understands how I feel! I just want to scream and run away! But I have no where to go! Some days I feel like cutting myself :/ I was close to killing myself when I was about 14, people say it gets better and you have so much to live for! I don't I can't cope with pain anymore )': life is a mess!
By: Ichoseyou
Age: 16-17 , Female
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5 responses
  • Julie311
    Julie311

    You should be an artist. Paint or draw your anguish. Your picture I would bye

    Aug 11, 2012
    1 like
  • Ramases1
    Ramases1

    I know how you feel and no death is not an option If you need someone to talk to I will be here I could use someone to talk to myself.

    Jul 25, 2012
    1 like
  • comlpicatedguy
    comlpicatedguy

    wow my family are dysfunctional too i always felt sad and lonely because no one cares how i feel i am like a ghost if died no one will notice.

    but now it's different i am not the only one there is others who feels the same and that's some thing makes me live for tomorrow.

    Jul 23, 2012
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  • fnordnerina
    fnordnerina

    death is an option

    and a right

    it is beautiful

    just like life

    <3

    Jul 21, 2012
    1 like
  • BluePulse
    BluePulse

    Death is not an option. I have a dysfunctional family too, but with no siblings. I grew up being told by my father that I was just his social obligation and nothing more. I watched my Mum get hurt over and over again and I could do nothing. I wanted it to end, but no one listened, felt at peace only when I was outside my home... it felt so depressing, hopeless and suicide attempts didn't seem to kill me. And that was good, because now, life's better. I understand what you are going through, but hold on. Work on setting yourself free... talk, write out your gloom and as hard as it is, try to study. Don't give up, ever. This will only make you stronger for your future :)

    Jul 21, 2012
    2 likes