I Miss You.On the off chance that you see this, I wanted you to know you mean a lot to me. That's present tense, not past. You were my first EP friend and I really do like you. I know that's hard for you to accept sometimes but I really do. I miss your questions, I miss talking over messages, I miss posting on one another's whiteboards, and I miss your comments. If you ever do come back please message me. I'll not be mad. I understand you a lot better than you think I do. I know you hate goodbyes and that's why you didn't say it. I know you didn't really mean to hurt any of us. I know you don't hold malice for your friends on EP. I hope you come back. If you don't you have my email address, or at least you should. I just want to hear from you. I know you're okay. I know you're not dead or homeless or anything like that. But even so, I would like to hear from you once in a while and so would a lot of other people. We love you. We really do. I know I do. I just miss you, you know? I know you're not going to come back because I asked you to. But please just consider it. EP was not the problem. You know that. You have depression. It's a condition that I have too. EP was not keeping you depressed or making you unhealthy. That's not how it works. The thing that keeps you unmotivated is within you. It's your condition. EP is not even part of the problem. It seems it is but that's your depression talking. You can manage your life and not give up the things that help you feel happier. You don't have to abandon the things that give you at least some joy. It's all in coping and keeping your head. That's what you want, right? To learn how to be happy and lead a successful life? You can do that. And you can do it with EP.
I love you. I miss you. I would love to see you back and so would so many others. You don't have to explain a damned thing to me. I'd just be happy to see you back. I'm still here for you if you need me. I told you I wasn't leaving and I meant it. If and when you do decide to return or at least get ahold of someone, all I will feel is happiness. I'm not mad. I'm just sad. I have no interest in guilt tripping you or anything of the sort. I just want to see you again.