Sudden

we took our 2 year old cat to be fixed and she died from the anesthetic. i feel so guilty. she had a little heart murmur, and we should have got them to do a blood test to see if the anesthetic would hurt her, but i don't know if they did. i feel like i just left her there. i was so worried she would die but now i think i didn't do everything i could have done to protect her. she was so sweet and lovey. i miss her so much. 

darksiderollerchick2 darksiderollerchick2
26-30, F
Feb 15, 2010