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Yes, Nowadays.......always......

yes..... i m sad, depressed, irritated and many more negative feelings.....
ok.....where shld i start this???
ok.....its all abt my career and passion and dreams and 
i m a doctor....living in a good city...with a good family...life is cool...i can easily get a good salary job here...then, i will buy a house and a car...then will get marry and produce 2 kids.....wow, wt a wonderful life.....lol....too sarcastic.....its nt wonderful...its just an end...end of everything....my dreams...my search...my life...f off
ok...everybody do it as i say....all my doctor friends are on this track....married, a good salary job...work from 10 to 10/....so, why nt me ?
hmmmmm
thats the twist......idiot mentality and idiotic dreams.....
i never think of a settle job at a same place....
i m phobic to marriage.....
kids looks like big responsibility.....
i want something else.....
ok...wt is this somethig else? wt i want frm my life ? why am i not taking this good opportunity.......
well, i m actually not sure wt i want frm my life....but i m sure for few things....i want to travel...i want to do adventure./.....exploration....a life of gypsy....a life of a traveller....adventurer....something like that....i have this calling that i will get something along the way....something precious for me...i knw its stupid.....hmph
now the story is... i dont have money that i just pack the bags and start travelling....so, solution is i need a job of that kind...so, i can live my dream and money wld nt be a problem......
ok...hw much desperate i m for this?? example... i m egoistic as i m a doctor... i remember where i used to work before this...noone can enter my office room without asking permission....i need this much respect...now, if nat geo or discovery offers me a job where i have to work as a coolie then also i m ready...f off respect......lol
so... i m nt getting a job of this kind and its making me depress....it tortures me everyday....besides that, noone in real life knws abt this...so, ppl just laugh at me that  ''cm on dear, wts yr problem ? u have the coolest life'' f off
i really wish that.....................godddddddddddddddddddddddddd..............................aaaaaaaaarrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok....enough..... i shld stop crying now.....enough
phewwwwwwww
so, i will get a temporary job here and will continue to search for something of my style........keeping finger crossed...
thanks for listening this stupid non sense....
gypsy.
destinyguy destinyguy 26-30, M 9 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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live as u want=P

Its not stupid, Its Fruity ^.^ I like Fruity, so your gonna be a Doctor someday?

live as u want=P

live as u want=P

you can have a good life you you live it that way.

okay... let's put you in box and send you through air mail to everywhere you want... a solution????

Life is not a bed of roses, Get a Job be Financially stable, Don't marry yet. While on the Job look for other opportunities and even if you don't get one you could always travel for adventure in vacation time. <br />
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Best of Luck

some things in life, that we dream of, are sometimes put on hold to see how great is our desire on it :)) be patient though u are a doctor and not a patient...hehe.. sorry.. bad joke for this situation ^^, awww but i like to torture u ^^, you are a sarcastic guy, and sweet words would only make you more depressed ^^,<br />
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okie, go do your job doctor!!! who knows you'll meet a patient that is going to grant you a trip to anywhere you are dreaming of :))<br />
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Keep crossing your fingers!

sighhhhh......i have no wise words to lecture u.........i have nothing to say to relieve u from this state of mind!!!<br />
i myself love being astary.....and defy what other think is a logical and obvious choice......!!!! but we are stuck now what to do....?????? so just do what u keep telling me......whatever will be will be......!!<br />
yaad hain na......''apni marzi se kahan apnay safar kay hum hain...,rukh hawano ka jidhar ka hain udhar kay hum hain.....,chaltay rahtay hain kay chalna hain musafir ka naseeb, sochatya rahtay kis raahguzar kay hum hain.........''<br />
all u need is time okay.....be sad...be depress......be negative...<br />
coz as long as we have fear of losing we can always emerge victorious......!!!!