Feel Crap Yet Again...xx

People tend to say I'm stupid for my age, my appearance is disgraceful and mentally, it's true, I suppose, but I wish it wasn't. I want to be able to forget bad memories, move on and try and have fun. I don't really have much to be sad about, I have a comfortable house, a gorgeous mom and a group of fun friends. People also say I always put myself first and I'm a really selfish person. Shut up. Just shut up and be quiet, what on earth did i do? It wasn't like that before, before i met you hateful world. I'm pretty sure you know I hate you. Yeah, maybe I am lucky to have a life but it shouldn't have to be lived like this. I guess I'll just have to put up with it...xx
Jas4001 Jas4001
18-21, F
Jul 29, 2012