I'm really sad, things are so bad lately. I'm trying to deal with what I am going through, but not being able to talk about it to anyone, is probably the worst thing right now. It hurts, it kills me slowly inside.

I am trying to stay strong, but I am failing miserablly, people who'd I think I could talk to about what happened, are the people whom I'm beyond scared to talk to. 

So I am just dealing with this the only way I can right now. 

People say that I am going into a deeper depression, and for once, I'm actually agreeing with them, because I can see/feel myself going to that dark place. its not fun, its scary, and its lonely, but I don't know what else to do. I just can't "get over it"

I wanna talk about it, I wanna open up, I wanna let someone in, and let them help me deal with this pain, but I really can't, and that alone, is killing me slowly. 

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1 Response Dec 2, 2012

If you want to talk about it to a stranger i want to listen to your story?