So Sad

I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and hoped that you saw me in the hallways, looking down at the floor and just know that I missed you. Because I thought you missed me too, you just didn’t know what you wanted. But, I finally realized that you didn’t miss me at all, that I was definitely not what you wanted, and that i never meant that much to you anyway:(
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4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

There is someone for you that will love and respect the way you should be loved this I can promise you please have faith in knowing this is true My heartfelt prayers are with you.I am so sorry for your pain remember there is healing.

Oh my god. That is so my recent break up. I had to leave a loving relationship after 9 years. He hurt the worst. He will never know how much I truly loved him because I had to break it off for both of our sanities. I cut contact completely because I didn't want to hurt him anymore. Every day I want to send him something, or do something to let him know I care. But I cant. he's in a new relationship, He's already told me he doesn't care about. But thank god he's not crying into his cider every night listening to love songs! What should I do? I don't want to bring up memories when he's trying to move on, but I so want him to know how much I care. I just cant bear his hurt. He's a very emotional man and he cried for what seems weeks. I cant believe I hurt someone so much, but I truly believe in my heart we were destined to be in different places. There is so much worse than this in life mate! Move on, miracles happen when you believe. Love x

i'm sorry , yeah it's hurts but just try to forget things that you had pain from !

i learned to forget ://

Im so sorry for your loss, its heart breaking and i dont know how people move on, i recently seperated with my husband after 22 years dont know what to do

I had to move on because he was abusive. And after few months he is dying and love is not a switch, with everything I still love him and I can not say goodbye in her deathbed and even worse, I do not want to say goodbye either because I do not want to see him diminished......