Well yesterday was very horrible. As the last story I wrote most of y'all know what happen. I tried to kill me self. :( I cut my arms up deeply and once I seen what I did I started to cry and I ran out the door into the woods behind my house. I was losing lots of blood & the doctors said if I would of stayed any longer I could of died. I felt death coming to me closer every minute I was alone in the dark. I was scared and I did some thing I totally regret now. Once I couldn't take it any longer i went home. My family took me to the hospital as soon as the could and as you can tell now I'm fine I just have horrible stitches in my arms. Well once I got back on I seen all my friends and family and I seen how worried they were about me. I started to cry. I felt horrible from how and what I put all them through. I shouldn't of thought of my self and thought about the ones around me first. I'm really sorry guy! I've learned my lesson and I'm never doing it again... Well this story is for all the guys that were concerned and cared for me through all of it. Thank you!