My first day of school was awful. I have friends and I love to learn. I'm switching out of band and into advanced art and I was the only tuba player and I know I let my band teachers down. After that my ex boyfriend who I had been struggling to avoid for an hour (really difficult if you know him) got sat in my second hour class. He talked to me and I officially broke up with him. (Which I was dreading to do) and his best friend who is one of my very close friends got pissed at me because he was crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't like making people cry. Then my other ex tried to kiss me. (Apparently I wasn't clear about the break up) and he flipped out when I told him I didn't want one. I can't talk to anyone because I tend to shut myself out of talking about my feelings and how I'm hurt to anyone (my ex was the best to talk to) I have had the 5th shittiest day in my life. Is someone there....? 😢
hellerpeople hellerpeople
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I'm here if you need to talk :) I promise it will get better. A week from now you'll look back at this like 'It's all over, why was I do stresssed again?'