Is This It?
I am sitting here in front of my tv watching will and grace, thinking is this really it? What has become of me? I have no one to call no one to talk to right now. I mean doesn't everyone have like that super close set of girlfriends that are always there always up for anything? I am afraid I will never have that. I am afraid that no one wants me in there life. Sometimes I feel like I am not good/smart/pretty/skinny/interesting enough for someone. I start school again and that fear is slowly making it's way back to the surface . Is there somethig wrong with me? Am I that boring or annoying etc.. The worse part is I don't know what it is I am doing that makes me such a horrible person..