Just Sad

I made a friend last week and then last night we got drunk and slept together even though we both have boyfriends and she really regretsit and I told my boyfriend and apologized and he forgave me but I don't know how she'll fare and I really like her and I wanted to make her feel good but I ended up making her feel bad in the end and she was feeling really sick and hung over this morning and I am just sad now.  And I can't get ahold of anyone to talk to who I would feel comfortable talking about it with.  And I have to do research and shouldn't be thinking about it anyways because I've been procrastinating on a project that's a really big deal for over a week.  I just feel sad and alone. 

musikkvinne musikkvinne
26-30, F
Mar 10, 2010