Im Done

i cant do it anymore. every day is so painful for me. nothing can help me anymore. i just cant live like this i have no real friends. the only person i like talking too just ignores me and makes me feel like total crap. i hate my life and everything in it. i continue to have suicidal thoughts day after day and i just cant live like this anymore. im so confused and sad and lonely. i feel so bad for my mom and dad. but im only killing myself by having these tyhoughts and feelings every day.. im so sorry

caleb93 caleb93
18-21, M
2 Responses Mar 13, 2010

please please contact me k

You may not think it, but you have so much to live for - a lifetime of experiences before them. You do not say just what the problem is. You may just be depressed and seeing things in a distorted way. Go and seek help - tell your parents how low you feel. If you kill yourself, they will suffer from guilt and misery for the rest of their lives. Do you really want that?