sitting wondering what next? Alone all alone. I don't even know what I am doing any more. I need to find a job and finish all my graduate school applications. So much work and so little time with no motivation is not a good mix. Waiting... Everyone has their own opinion so ready to give out... I don't give a dam if nobody likes my career! It is what I want to do!! I am sick of people telling me what I should and shouldn't do it is my life not yours. ugh frustrated with life today should probably just go to the gym to de stress.