Hail The Holly King --Well I attended a live online Full Moon Yule Ritual tonight. When Mistress Stephanie cut the air with a feather quill?(I think that was what it was, that's what I saw), the "Z" that she cut into the air was sizzling in the air, it was purple and it did not dissipate for at least 30 seconds. I don't know what that means, but it was interesting.
I'm still finding myself-- one month I think i'm traditional, the next, i'm thinking i'm gnostic. I'm thinking that i'm just my own type of Satanist, I don't seem to fit into a category. Like she cast a circle and then she called forth the elements for the ritual, at the end she asked them to depart. I did my own ritual at the same time, but I just could not ask those elements, Lilith and the Holly King to depart. I asked them to never depart from me, and for the circle to never be broken. I felt comforted by their presence. I don't ever want them to leave me. So i'm learning that I am independent in my Satanism. -
I live a strange life anyway. I can seriously tell you that the dead are everywhere. They are in your homes, cars, libraries, outside. Everywhere. So seeing spirits does not frighten me-- how can demons-- I already have one of those-- The elements can only be a blessing that i'm wanting to keep around me always.