I am a spiritual satanist and have been for a year now. I dedicated a few days after my birthday and even though I've gone through much doubt and hardship I haven't turned my back. Yes thinking about doing so I have but I always remember true and good causes to stay. My afterlife is what I make it and it is in Hell. heh Hell is bigger than Earth and I know how wonderful it'll be. Anyway your afterlife is what you make it so being a satanist doesn't scare me like it use to. I'm quite happy and hope o find more fellow satanist like myself.