I Fear The Future

I really wonder where I am headed for the future.... what is out there for me... given the sad state of the world now...

Will any decent man want me? and now I feel too old and the excitement that every young woman wants to experience in love has past me by... I never got to feel... the magic of romantic love no longer exists for me....

the dream of a family home and life with husband and babies etc has lost its gleam for me

the dream of a career seems heartless to even bother to imagine... I cry thinking about what my dream career could have been....

its all a waste... I don't care if I end up on the streets... I will probably be euthanize before that anyway..
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
2 Responses Oct 23, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWjNFC-FinU I so relate to this song....I kind of remember looking in the mirror at a clubs toilets feeling tippsy and thinking why I am I doing this ? and feeling a little high... and my teacher left - bugga .... well I was with a whole lot of legal students I knew we went out for drinks and Kirsty got me on to the Smirnoff ... I wasn;t a huge nightclub goer or drinker... but if felt good to look as good as this singer once in my life... the sad thing is that I honestly think that most of those sort of people in night clubs all the time should be all shoot dead... waste of space to society... I detest those sort of girls drunk and looking for a shag for the night... they should be all shot dead