Am I The Only One?

I have been dating a married guy for 1 year 11 months and his wife knows. His wife doesn't mind me being with him she never  gets jealous because I tell her that if she wants him then she can have him. I am madly in love with this guy he means the world to me. But what happens when we have kids how am I supposed to explain to them that their dad is married to another women and has been all along? I am scared to be alone that is why i do not want to leave this guy. He makes me feel special he makes me happy every day of my life now. Is he truly the one for me? Should I really be putting me and my future kids through this? I need some help. Am I the only one out there in the world that is going through this? 

forgetaboutme forgetaboutme
18-21, F
Mar 1, 2010