I Used To Love Flying Kites.

It seems the more i look forward to something, the more i have to worry about it not happening. Whenever i get excited for something, i feel guilty about being happy, i havent done anything to feel guilty about though. i noticed it when the other day, i thought about how i wanted to fly a kite, and then i started feeling guilty because i knew it would make me happy. i know i deserve to be happy, but i let people walk all over me and im incredibly sensitive. i dont know how to stop it.

Dandelion11 Dandelion11
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2010

I know what you mean...almost as if you don't deserve happiness, right? well you do. so there. :) I say so.