Young And Scared

I'm currently 18, and I have always been a control freak and life planner. For years I planned to have kids around the age of 28 but now, I'm scared of the whole birthing idea. This includes pregnancy. I have low self esteemed when it comes to my body. I just believe that it will worsen during pregnancy and after baby, including weight and stretch marks. I'm also scared that my vagina will become an open gateway, and will never be the same. It's hard enough to enjoy intercourse being a woman. I really want kids but I'm so scared
kieryb kieryb
18-21
Sep 9, 2012