I Love His So Much

I never thought I could find anyone as amazing as my current boyfriend. I love him completely and utterly but it scares me. We have been together for just under 9 months we are both only 19 and this is the first time that either of us has been in love. The fact that we are so young scares me; it makes me feel like I am stupid if I expect to be with him forever although he matches my personality so well while still being very different so that we are never bored together. Our lives have so much instore for us there is no way for me to feel completely safe in thinking we are meant to be together.

I also get worried because my boyfriend is very bad at showing emotion and at times I forget all the little things he does to show me how much he loves me and I start to wonder if he does. I am not always sure he loves me as much as he thinks he does I just know that I love him more then anything,

I am scared to lose him, if I ever do it will be the hardest thing for me to live through