Losing My Mind, Lost In Love.
I am so scared of losing any kind of love I get.
My family doesn't really get along and most definately never shows love. Their biggest idea of "love" is screaming and yelling until you eventually change all the things they want you to.
Me and my boyfriend have been together 2 years in October. I've grown so insecure over the years and I've never experienced a love like this before. I just get so paranoid, have dreams about him leaving me. Finding someone "better". I dont know what I would do without him, I dont even remember what it was like when we weren't together...
And then when he doesn't pay as much attention to me as I would like, I just feel.. kinda empty. Like he doesn't even like me at all..