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I Will Not Accept Losing My Daughter.

It never will be acceptable.  I can't even imagine losing her.  I feel like I would die with her.  A big part of me would.  It would only be my other children and grandchildren that would keep me breathing.  My daughter and I have always been connected in every sense of the word from the beginning of her life.  What she feels, I feel.  What I feel, she feels.  As my daughter suffers with her cancer, I can't make everything OK for her anymore.  I would do anything, anything, including die for her.  And yet, even as her Mom, I can't take the pain away from her and have it as my own.

WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 21 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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Thanks for your love and prayers. My daughter is in remission with her cancer. She's doing great with her health and her life is busy with the kids and work. All the thoughts, love and prayers are always welcomed. Thank you my dear friend.

My new friend Mom, I have good thoughts for you and your daughter. AS they say every good thought is A prayer..GOD bless you and your family...

My new friend Mom, I have good thoughts for you and your daughter. AS they say every good thought is A prayer..GOD bless you and your family...

ladee, your love and warmth holds me up..........and I love you.

" Sometimes there is only deep emotion, and no words. Every single mother fears to be where you are now. But I also believe that all our emotion reaches you, and our words are somehow letting you know that, and that you are strengthened by our caring. I am sending healing energy for your daughter, and comforting energy for you."



You did find the words NAN, and I sincerely thank you.

You know, I used to believe that there are the right words for any and every situation, but I now know that is not true. Sometimes there is only deep emotion, and no words. Every single mother fears to be where you are now. But I also believe that all our emotion reaches you, and our words are somehow letting you know that, and that you are strengthened by our caring. I am sending healing energy for your daughter, and comforting energy for you.

Your right, that's what I'd say.

Sweetheart, I will ask. I will reach out to you when I need to talk/support/cry on your shoulder. I love You!xoxoxoxoxo

You are such a beautiful person, Thank you~~~~~~

ladee, you have no idea how much your love and support means to me. Your holding me up so I don't fall down. I love you and I need you......and I am so gratefull your in my life. Thank you for being here for me.

Thanks kd, Im so glad you commented, thank you for your support.

I will keep fighting, and your right jend, I need support too. My friends and friends I haven't met here on EP have given me so much support, and it means the world to me.

Josie, thanks for your love. I'll be holding on to it.



Sara, Thanks for the thoughts, prayers, and healing energy your sending our way. It's people like you that helps feeling a little bit stronger.

I know I cannot completely feel the pain of a mother watching her child suffer, but I can share some of it... I have tears in my eyes reading how you are in such sorrow. Please know that you both in my thoughts and prayers. I am focused on recovery for her and a future for you both!

Nothing i can say but to be with you. (((((Hugs)))))

Thank You lostbird, your hope & love means a lot to me.

All I can do is send a huge virtual ((((((((((HUG))))))))))).........but I know that is but a drop in the ocean.

Sending you lots of hope and love.....

Thanks both of you...



I know you would boarder. Thank you my dear friend.



Your right Tylorian, but my fear is so there, I can block it out sometimes, and sometimes not. Thanks. **Hugs**

I wish you strength and courage at this difficult time. Cancer doesn't always mean death. Hang in there hun. **Hugs**

I wish I could take some of that pain from you. I pray every night for the 2 of you. I love you WM. (((hugs)))(((hugs)))

I love you too Sweetie.