I Can Never Do Or Says Things RightTo behonest I am the problem in the marriage. I am a negative thinker that is getting out of hand and this is spiraling ino my marriage. I keep causing stress when there shouldn't be any. The problem is I keep thinking we have a money/bill problem when we don't. I just start panicking. I think it comes from growing up with the feeling that I don't have money. Each time I get excited in a not a good way about money I feel like my husband is going to turn around and say that's it I am leaving you. I am so scared because I am screwing everything up.
I don't understand why I cannot be happy with what I have which is more than most people.