I stopped harming myself in June of 2014. My life started getting great. I told the people closest to me about it and we cried and I promised I wouldn't do it again. But now it's all falling apart again and I'm scared I'm gonna lose control and do it again. I feel empty. I feel like the person I've always been has turned into just a routine. It all feels fake to me. I feel empty and helpless. I feel like throwing up, but I dont have an eating disorder and there's no reason I should. I just need help.
ihatemyselfandmylife ihatemyselfandmylife
22-25, F
1 Response Feb 21, 2015

oh that sounds really hard dont give up!!!!! you did it before and you can do it again! you can help yourself getting out of that and never go back to that life.. you are a strong person and just think that this was in the past and never going to happen again ... be religious go to the church if you are christian!! faith on the god that he is with you will help you so much... wish you all the best!