Scared Of Him

I am in High school and i went to see a movie with a guy that I have liked on and off for a year. I never got close I always came up with excuses as to why I couldnt see or be with him so we finally broke up. now a year later we went to the movies with a couple people and all of a sudden i am holding his hand and laying on his shoulder. The next day was great to on the bus we held hands and he walked me to class and we texted all night and we just were around each other constantly for 48 hours and now I dont want to be seen with him in public I dont want to hold his hand and I dont want him to call me his girlfriend any more when we talk. like he says "How is my beautiful girlfriend?" and I know i should be loving high school and the relationships but I just want to be independent but i still want to be in his life cause we are or were good friends.
boonemorgan boonemorgan
13-15
1 Response May 9, 2012

Just tell him how you feel. You shouldn't have to force yourself to like him but you also shouldn't lead him on. Stay strong!