I Mess Up Every Relationship I Have

My relationships never work out because I can´t fully trust anyone. I used to think I could hide this by acting wild, partying and casual sex, but that didn´t turn out to be the solution. I´m mean to anyone who´s trying to get close to me. I just never trust they will love me for who I am, I´m such a mess. The few relationships I had, ended because I couldn´t let anyone to close to me. I hurt some very sweet, well-intended guys really hard. I´m scared I´ll be alone for the rest of my life.

xLucy xLucy
26-30, F
1 Response Feb 17, 2009

Firstly you have to trust yourself if you dont trust your self how you ment to trust anyone else. In life you will find lads that arent right for you and lads that are, personally i think that their is one person for everyone but you have to look and never be afraid. Whatever dont kill you can only make you stronger, you learn by your mistakes.