Hallucinations And Paranoia

I'm scared to close my eyes in the shower in fear that a spider will jump on my and kill me. Whenever something moves in front of my face, I think it's a spider and I cringe, and cry, and sweat. I think the scariest part is when you don't know and a spider just lowers itself down onto your head and bites you. I heard that all spiders are poisonous, so that's why I'm so scared that I'm going to die or get a scary wound. Spiders look so evil all the time and I'm most scared of black widows because they have hunormous butts and brown recluse. I live in California, so I think there's a lot of those spiders. My granny keeps opening the doors, so all the spiders come in. I'm scared to go to the bathroom alone because I'm scared a spider is going to be there. I'm scared to go outside. I put lemon juice all over my body so the spiders won't want to come near me.
TheWeirdoGirl TheWeirdoGirl
13-15, F
2 Responses Jun 1, 2012

I am a huge arachnophobic. I did live in australia, It was horrible. I had a close encounter with a funnel web. That is more poisonous than a black widow. I am constantly scared.

I'm scared of them too! I had brown hairy one just appear in my kitchen SINK a few days ago! Gahhh! ( I left the window open a crack over night). I'm just glad I don't have to deal with the huge ones they have in Australia...