to Many Chances

i have been given so many chances. i have 3 girls, a wife which i have promised so many times that they do not trust me anymore.i am in out patient treatment yet it is not helping. i want to just die.i am tired of feeling sorry for myself. i think that there is no other option.
farrell farrell
36-40, M
1 Response Nov 24, 2006

I believe that you can do whatever it takes to get better. But that doesn't matter if you don't want to get better. It's going to take alot. But in the end you will look back and realize how far you have come. :)<br />
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But remember these words of advice.<br />
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"It's going to get worse before it gets better." <br />
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To change as a person, truly. You have to realize why you don't like who you are right now. THAT'S a big part of it. and that's the part that hurts. But changing, evolving into something better. You will never forget it. :) Good luck, I have faith in you.