Completely Terrified.

I'm 16 almost 17. I shouldn't be thinking of me dying. I have a long life to live.
About a week ago I just thought out of the blue, "Hey I'm going to die one day." Bam! like a mac truck hitting a brick wall I began to panic. My breathing got heavy and tears ran down my face. I can't even believe that one day I'll just be gone. Never again to see my family, friends, or walk, travel and explore. It's become an obsession, just thinking of it non stop. It haunts my every thought. I lose sleep, can't eat, I'm like a zombie.
I know it's inevitable and that there's nothing I can do about it. How can I come to grips that just one day I'll be gone?
Cmch Cmch
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

i can help you not to die

you want to control your life, if you give it to the LORD you will have peace about your life and what He will do in your life if you just give it up. life is nothing but a vapor and yes we all will die but let your life be for Christ and you will begin to understand His meaning and purpose. Eternity is along long time and this life is so short so don't blow it on the things of this world.

I am christian, and try but not always achieved, live for god. The thought will always be there.