The Fear Of Being Stupid

I am scared to go to school day by day because nobody there likes me.. My friends only like me until they find someone better and Nobody likes me there.. Sometimes i sit at lunch alone and i wish someone would just like me.. But nobody cared.. Then one day that stopped and some kids were picking on me and saying i was alone.. and that stopped me from wanting to go back..

I sat in a bathroom stall and cried.. I couldnt handle that.. Not having any friends to stick up for me and not having the courage to do it for myself.. i need someone to help me sometimes and i have now missed so many days of school because i am so scared to go because i may get picked on..

Im afraid to go to school and im afraid to communicate with people.. I dont want to go back.. But its only the weekend and another day is coming tomorrow.. wish me luck..
HeartAndWings HeartAndWings
18-21, F
Jan 21, 2013