I've had relationships in the past where its all been dandy and good in the beginning then something changes all of a sudden it seems like I'm exactly what they don't want and then I get dumped. The other day I saw a new couple and I broke down crying. Maybe I should go to counseling. All I could think of is how the tone of his voice every action every word was probably a lie and he was just gonna end up breaking her heart. That is probably not true at all though I'm at Christian school now people don't do that here. right? people are supposed to be good at christian school. Then it made me think maybe I have a problem thinking all these bad things of guys all the time, when just maybe not all of them are bad. No that's ridiculous men are only here to break as many hearts as they can. That is why I'm going to adopt I like kids but I just don't like being heartbroken all the time.