Unspoken

I want to love so very badly, but i am so afraid of loving that it holds me bacc, Every singe man in my life hurt me to the core, and even deeper.
They were supposed to be the love of my life, and my soulmate, but they were nothing more than liars, cheaters, rapists all things negative you can think of. I always fall in love and give my heart to everyone, and in the end it is me who gets hurt.