I am afraid of the fact that I am losing a number of good friends that I used to talk to. There is one person in particular that I miss the most and it hurts to think that I will never hear from him again. I want to believe that there is nothing wrong but worrying has always been one of my faults. I keep praying for them and I wonder what they are doing with themselves but I have that overwhelming sense that I am losing my mind. I can't help but feel that they are still in my heart and that we are going to get back in touch with one another. I have been told to meet new people and forget about my old friends. Don't get me wrong, meeting new people is always exciting but how can I forget the people that created a huge impact in my life. I am still hopeful and willing to get back into things but I am still afraid.