Overwhelming Fear Of

I am afraid of the fact that I am losing a number of good friends that I used to talk to. There is one person in particular that I miss the most and it hurts to think that I will never hear from him again. I want to believe that there is nothing wrong but worrying has always been one of my faults. I keep praying for them and I wonder what they are doing with themselves but I have that overwhelming sense that I am losing my mind. I can't help but feel that they are still in my heart and that we are going to get back in touch with one another. I have been told to meet new people and forget about my old friends. Don't get me wrong, meeting new people is always exciting but how can I forget the people that created a huge impact in my life. I am still hopeful and willing to get back into things but I am still afraid.
beautywithin20 beautywithin20
18-21, F
1 Response May 15, 2012

I have lost contact with allot of good friends over the years because of distance and circumstances. Its hard but friends drift apart even really close friends. In saying that i have kept in contact with a few friends that i haven't seen in years and hope to see them again soon. The sad fact of life is that allot time people do drift apart and there is not much you can do about it. But as long as you don't forget the times you had with them it will help. I hope things work out for you :)