I Am Scared
I am scared every moment of my life, it is time for me to change this. I can not continue to live in fear of what he will do next. My worst fear is that he will hurt my son, and I refuse to let that fear ever become reality.
My husband is a monster.. I have to leave, but the thing that keeps me here is what I know he could be and the vows that I made to him. Is keeping those vows more important than protecting my son.. NO.
I am in the process of getting some help from my brothers to move all of my stuff. I have to leave soon, because I see the anger in my husband's eyes get stronger and stronger everytime he looks at our son.
My son is everything to me and I am not letting the monster that I once loved hurt my precious baby boy.
I wanted my son to have both mommy and daddy in his life but everyday I realize more and more what is the point of having his dad in his life if all he will know of his dad is a drunk loser that beats up on his mom.. He is better off without his dad in his life, I just hope that when he gets older he will understand why I left.
My husband is a monster.. I have to leave, but the thing that keeps me here is what I know he could be and the vows that I made to him. Is keeping those vows more important than protecting my son.. NO.
I am in the process of getting some help from my brothers to move all of my stuff. I have to leave soon, because I see the anger in my husband's eyes get stronger and stronger everytime he looks at our son.
My son is everything to me and I am not letting the monster that I once loved hurt my precious baby boy.
I wanted my son to have both mommy and daddy in his life but everyday I realize more and more what is the point of having his dad in his life if all he will know of his dad is a drunk loser that beats up on his mom.. He is better off without his dad in his life, I just hope that when he gets older he will understand why I left.
By:
buggabooLOVE
Age:
18-21
,
Female
