A Little Bit of My Self
Well, I suppose it's nice to be joining this group.
Most of my life from adolescence onwards, there' been a bit of a disconnect. I haven't ever had many friends, and my friends never last to long when I do have them. I've always just supposed that I had some kind of problem. Unfortunately, I was in a psychology class in high school, and every new disorder I learned about was something that, in my mind, I obviously had. There was always some kind of justification, some exception. Nothing fit, really. I learned about schizoid some time ago and everything sort of fell into place.
Normally, I wouldn't bother wasting my time on a group like this, but I'm feeling especially awful today. It could just be the lack of sleep. I'm just tired of things being like this. I wanted to find a support group, anything.
Of course, I'm in a bit of a bad mood today, so likely I will not want any support once I'm not so blue, but... well, I will still need it.