God has always been there inside of me. He's always been there for every soul, Most Merciful is He. Yet there were times when I didn't understand how good could be bad in God's Eyes and how bad could be good. I am searching...I am looking to reconcile with the fate that God has written for me. I am searching for the Face of God... O God please don't forsake me! Please keep me on the straight path to you that I may one day gaze at You.