In Search For God!
I have been so passive ever since when I go out from my college years and even became more passive when I got married. As you can noticed in my stories, all of them are negatives. There is a statement that caught me once when i am watching an anime...one of the character did said that "Those people who are negative are the ones who dont have any self-confidence in them". I was thinking it was true. In thinking negative things it drains out your emotions, drain out your energy and mostly it ruins our life, as I am doing right now. I cant accept what was happening to me, and i am always reading the thoughts of every emotions of the people around me. So, in my own opinion I was looking for something that could possibly change me. Right now, I am thinking of looking for an religious instituion that I can go with. I am thinking that if I go in this kind of place, there might be a possibility that I could change heart and my believes. I will try to throw out in me the worldly living and start spiritual in God's will. BEcause when I was young, i could say my prayers where answered because back then I believe. But ever since I got out from this real world, every thing changes. My heart darkens and my belief in him were questioned. If i divert myself from this worldly living and seek what is thy religion, there might be a change of heart that could happen to me....IF you are a reader, mind to tell me if my decision were correct? I will appreciate it if you share your own opinion. Thanks!