I Am Still Searching...

I always feel that my life is not complete. When i look at the people around me, they are so happy with their lives, so satisfied with what life has to offer.But i feel i am searching for something...happiness, maybe? I am searching for something to feel my heart with love, something that can make me wholesome as a person. I am searching for that missing puzzle. What can that 'something' possibly be?
fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
22-25, F
3 Responses Mar 18, 2011

I know how you feel. I've felt like I'm missing something for as long as I can remember. I know that I'm young but I have a terrible feeling that I'll never find what I'm searching for. I know that I have a purpose but I don't know what it is or how to find it.

@tsenokqwz : First of all, thanks for spending some time to read my story and comment.:) I totally agree with what you have to say. You sparked somekind of realisation in me! I can't thank you enough for that. Have a good day! <br />
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p/s: keep on commenting! :) it's insprirational

I think we gotta learn to love ourselves and treat ourselves like that one person or those people that we give so much of ourselves to for whatever reason. I've had trouble with this one too. Because no one else can give us that. You are a whole person, maybe a bit confused, as I am and as many others are and always will be, but you are a whole person and there's nothing outside of yourself than can provide you with real love and real happiness, others try to give us that in some cases but the thing is they can always walk away and no matter how much you try, you'll never be able to walk away from yourself. And while on the outside it appears that others are so happy, just think if you could follow them for a whole day and enter into their life, you can't imagine the troubles and insecurities and urges they battle each and every minute of every day. Not to say that no one can be happy, just that you've got a beauty and wonderfulness all your own and you don't have to compare you life to anyone else's or have someone else's life to be happy. From the outside looking in everyone usually would like to have someone else's life. Be kind to yourself, give time to yourself and I wish you love and luck on your path in life. :)