I Don't Know What I'm Searching For
Since I don't know what I'm searching for, I suppose it's like being on a neverending journey.
I feel like I need something to be passionate about. Sure I can pick any numerous causes,hobbies, charities or whatever but I don't think that's it. Perhaps what I'm searching for is not something to do itself, maybe it's more of someone to be? I'm not saying I don't want to be myself, I think it's more along the lines of defining who I am, or creating who I am.
Right now, I kind of go along with life. Whatever happens, happens. I could pick up the reigns and go somewhere, but where would I be going? I guess the problem starts with being unable to see a future for myself? I know at the end I'm a mother, I will always be a mother, but I'm sooo much more!