There Is No Good Choice

I started talking to this guy of my class, whom i haven't talked to ever since i was in this new class. He had problems with a girl, and he felt sad and lonely, so I wanted to cheer him up, you know, just be the good friend to cheer him up a little, but as i tried to make him feel better, he tended to give me this signs that he likes me...now we're texting already for a few days and he has admitted that he's in love with me... but he never, ever comes up to me in school, or talks to me, only when i'm around and when i join the little group for a chat...but he doesn't say much then, and he just walks by in school...I asked him'why don't you talk to me, or just walk past me?' he said he was too shy... i said okay i understand, because I'm a shy person too, but he does give me butterflies everytime he's near, and that is what I hate...and I don't even quite know why!

I always thought he didn't like me, or even hated me...because of this ignoring and all, but he admitted that he has already have feelings for me since the beginning of the schoolyear... 

but i can't speak about it out loud and he either, and I do not know why.

But i hate being secretly in love and not being able to show that you're in love...

the second problem, is that he is the best friend of my ex, who is still terribly in love with me... and I don't want him to be hurt, else they'll be in a fight and it'll be all my fault, or at least they'll blame me for everything... there's just no good choice to make here...

but i can't let these mites in my stomach stay unfulfilled...

Svemolevitama Svemolevitama
18-21, F
Mar 5, 2010