Fear Of Bliss

I have been through a lot of change recently. Change for the good, not the bad. I have moved into a nicer place and I have received a promotion at work. These are great things, but instead of feeling happy, I have been feeling anxious and depressed. Self doubt is eating away at me. I am afraid that I am not qualified enough to do this job and that I will fall flat on my face.
This however, has been a pattern with me. I am afraid of change and every time I get close to getting out of my comfort zone, I panic. I want my life to improve and change, but at the same time I am terrified.
somnambulist99 somnambulist99
36-40, F
1 Response May 21, 2012

Oo boy do i know about fearing çhange'. I don't like change, i'm definetly a creature of habit...but i've done some amazing things in the last year that i never thought i could do. So i say...push through, something wonderful could be on the other side of change =)