I Don't Even Wnat My Boyfriend to Look At Me
I've never liked how I looked, even when I was 7 years old. I had an accident a long time ago, and I broke my nose during this accident. Now I have a big bump on my nose. Kids used to call me a witch. Now I hate when people look at me, I hate my body, my face everything. I'm very shy too, and my dad hits me I always have marks on my body.
I tell my boyfriend that I hate my body and that I feel uncomfortable when he looks at me, and that I don't believe him when he says I'm beautiful. It affects our relationship. I love him and don't wanna lose him, but I get jealous really easily. I hate watching tv because when I see beautiful girls I get really depressed. I'm so jealous and I try to lose weight but it's so hard.
I really wanna die, I feel like I have no place in this world.
I hate myself.