ImperfectionSo what i'm not perfect? So what i'm not skinny? So what i'm not pretty? So what guys don't drool over me? So what? I can't take this anymore. I get that i'm not pretty, but when they call me ugly. it still hurts. I know i'm not skinny, but when they laugh i can't help but worry. I know i'm not perfect, but i wish I was. I wish there was nothing about me to make fun of. I am so sick of being called fat or ugly. I've gone so far to stop it. I even stopped eating. To hide all the pain, I cut myself. Everyone thinks I have it all together. They all think it's okay ot pick on me, but it's not. Everyone thinks i am strong.... Strong!? If I was strong, I wouldn't cut myself, or cry, and I could enjoy a meal without regreting the food I ate. But i do, all because i'm not strong enough.
TeenageDreamer32 16-17, F 1 Response 1 May 23, 2012