Sometimes I'm Ok....
There are days when I wake up and feel ok with what looks back at me in the mirror. There are good pictures of me that portray a nice looking 29 year old. That being said......the other 75-90% of the time I am left wanting to change this or cover that.
I have become the expert I believe in camouflaging my curves.....oh how I like that word much more that others out there. Yes my curves!!!! I wear things that I am comfortable in and yet still show me as a woman with perhaps something attractive to the right watchful eye.
It isn't that I don't like me because I really do. I like my mind, my confidence, although quite an oxymoron come to think if I am self conscious. It is all in my head I suppose but none the less there. I believe it will always be there stalking me but I fight its pursuance of me and hope that I can come to a place that wont always feel the need to duck and cover the curves given to me:-)