I Keep Mucking Up Relationships

I can't shut up my brain. And then that gets really loud and so it has to come out of my mouth. I keep destroying my relationships.

In an effort to try to avoid this I have become a recluse, but then I start online relationships, but sooner or later I muck up those too.

Even though I can cut people off more easily in online relationships, they still linger inside me and I just gather all of these broken connections. I'm starting to feel like Voldemort with his fractured soul.

This is my first story on EP. I came here in an effort to stop typing crap on facebook and skype.

There it is. It's been a bad day. Tomorrow can only be better.
Gamora Gamora
41-45, F
May 8, 2012