Ungrateful Me

I have some issues that make me cry.

A husband that no longer loves me....I should be grateful for the children he gave me and for those good times and memories we had when we still loved each other.

I cried over a flooded basement this morning, and cried bc I know the cause won't fix the problem and I am too stupid to fix it. ....I should be grateful I have a roof over my head, so many people don't.

I get irritated with my teenager .....I should be grateful he has a mind of his own and his healthy and stable especially after losing so many of his friends in tragedies.

I get irritated at my youngest I should be grateful he is sweet and kind and healthy and stable.

I get mad at my cats and dog.... I should be happy that they love me even with all my faults.

I cry bc I let myself go downhill......I should be grateful for the life I have been given.

I get depressed bc I feel I have not really done anything with my life....I should be grateful for that time in my life that I felt I could change the world.

I got sad when I did not hit the powerball, I knew it was a long shot ....I should have been grateful that I had two dollars to waste on the powerball.

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Nov 30, 2012