I Am Selfish ...

i only think of myself ...

every ex-boyfriend that i've had has always had to stop and tell me that they have feelings too ...

because i get so caught up in my own feelings that i sometimes forget that others have them as well.

i wasn't always this way ...

i used to be pretty self-less ...

but after being used up, betrayed, and tossed aside ...

i developed this selfish side to myself ... as a form of protection.

i know that it is not very becoming and it sometimes frustrates me ...

but my fear of being taken advantage of won't allow me to change.